MissIng YOu. . .

I miss you when things start to fade
Then tears start flowing down my eyes.
Why did you have to go? and leave me in this shade
Pitch black, darkest night, ohh it leaves me with a sigh. . .

Nothing more compares to this pain
nothing else could put me in vain.
Things turned out to be just a big hoax
Funny thing more is that I became a big joke.

When I look at the sky at night
Your face I see, what a wonderful sight.
Stars are shining brightly across the dark sky
Just like your smile among the rest of the passers-by.

But hey, I don't have to miss you more,
just like the footprints in the shore,
Your memory would someday fade,
To the darkest and pitch black shade.

Where Have I been? What did I miss?

Okay, just this morning about 3:00 in the morning January 31, 2009, I've had this eureka,

I thought about viewing and adding some of my friends from way back LSM days, found most of them and envied the life that they have, things that I never had, things that they despise of.

OHhhh well, things will be different now. Grabe, I saw most of them having the love of their life at their side which made me very envious. Hmmm, oh huh san ka pa, way back in High School most of us were drooling over crazy chix from different exclusive school for girls. hahaha.

haix, life is sooooo much different now. Some of them have a successful (i might say) career, some went to places they dreamed of. . .

Now, it boils down to the question: "Where Have I been?"

Even I don't know the answer to that question. Maybe because I was too focused picking up the pieces that's left of our family.... Tightened the bonds that were broken... Finding "MATERIAL CONTENTMENT" in this life.

Well, Trying to be focused and look straight ahead, I'm not going to miss such things anymore. I'm so happy for those who have had their success and I feel for those who are just like me, plain and simple, dreaming and wondering most of the time...

Crush

Sweet gentle breeze blowing through her hair

The way her hair dances, makes me stare

Rays of gold shines in her face

It bring me cheers in so many ways

I gaze at her from afar

I feel like i'm looking at a bright shining star

With just a glimpse all my sorrows melt away

Better yet, just a smile brightens up my day

I hope this feeling never end

And i wish I could say,you are more than just a friend

Nonetheless I am happy this way

so that in my life you will always stay