tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58637490593069252482012-02-16T17:56:26.035-08:00Xpact is someone to befriend He doesn't like to pretend. He loves making poems About anything under the heavens. He believes that every work is wonderful In true writing nothing is awful. For as long as it came deep from the heart These words will never part.XpacThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01719872553100911936noreply@blogger.comBlogger31100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5863749059306925248.post-65565948738323128362009-02-02T04:14:00.000-08:002009-02-02T04:29:30.984-08:00I miss you when things start to fade<br />Then tears start flowing down my eyes.<br />Why did you have to go? and leave me in this shade<br />Pitch black, darkest night, ohh it leaves me with a sigh. . .<br /><br />Nothing more compares to this pain<br />nothing else could put me in vain.<br />Things turned out to be just a big hoax<br />Funny thing more is that I became a big joke.<br /><br />When I look at the sky at night<br />Your face I see, what a wonderful sight.<br />Stars are shining brightly across the dark sky<br />Just like your smile among the rest of the passers-by.<br /><br />But hey, I don't have to miss you more,<br />just like the footprints in the shore,<br />Your memory would someday fade,<br />To the darkest and pitch black shade.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5863749059306925248-6556594873832312836?l=xynthesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>XpacThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01719872553100911936noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5863749059306925248.post-20736809597934722372009-01-31T00:56:00.000-08:002009-01-31T01:44:17.751-08:00Okay, just this morning about 3:00 in the morning January 31, 2009, I've had this eureka,<br /><br />I thought about viewing and adding some of my friends from way back LSM days, found most of them and envied the life that they have, things that I never had, things that they despise of.<br /><br />OHhhh well, things will be different now. Grabe, I saw most of them having the love of their life at their side which made me very envious. Hmmm, oh huh san ka pa, way back in High School most of us were drooling over crazy chix from different exclusive school for girls. hahaha.<br /><br />haix, life is sooooo much different now. Some of them have a successful (i might say) career, some went to places they dreamed of. . .<br /><br />Now, it boils down to the question: "Where Have I been?"<br /><br />Even I don't know the answer to that question. Maybe because I was too focused picking up the pieces that's left of our family.... Tightened the bonds that were broken... Finding "MATERIAL CONTENTMENT" in this life.<br /><br />Well, Trying to be focused and look straight ahead, I'm not going to miss such things anymore. I'm so happy for those who have had their success and I feel for those who are just like me, plain and simple, dreaming and wondering most of the time...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5863749059306925248-2073680959793472237?l=xynthesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>XpacThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01719872553100911936noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5863749059306925248.post-73525750932086396772009-01-30T23:59:00.000-08:002009-01-31T00:01:22.022-08:00<div id="ln3">Sweet gentle breeze blowing through her hair</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln3'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div id="ln4">The way her hair dances, makes me stare</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln4'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div id="ln5">Rays of gold shines in her face</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln5'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div id="ln6">It bring me cheers in so many ways</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln6'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln7'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div id="ln8"><br />I gaze at her from afar</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln8'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div id="ln9">I feel like i'm looking at a bright shining star</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln9'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div id="ln10">With just a glimpse all my sorrows melt away</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln10'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div id="ln11">Better yet, just a smile brightens up my day</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln11'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln12'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div id="ln13"><br />I hope this feeling never end</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln13'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div id="ln14">And i wish I could say,you are more than just a friend</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln14'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div id="ln15">Nonetheless I am happy this way</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln15'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div id="ln16">so that in my life you will always stay</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5863749059306925248-7352575093208639677?l=xynthesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>XpacThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01719872553100911936noreply@blogger.com2